I loved him
Before I met you
It got easier
For awhile
But my feelings
Never
Truly went away
I wish I could tell you
Assure you
That there is nothing
But I can't
If he said jump
I'd still say how high
I love you
But I loved him first
I wish it could be as simple
As turning a light switch
On and off
But it's not
As I lie down to sleep
I close my eyes
Don't try to wake me
In the morning
I will be gone
I want you to know
I wish he would have chosen me
But I wish I could have stayed with you
I dream of running
From who
I don't know
I dream of hiding
And always looking back
Everything seems so far away
I dream of lonely places
And empty cities
Wandering aimlessly
Through deserted streets
Searching for someone
Anyone?
No one is here
Everyone left me
I'm wandering
Alone
I'm in a nightmare
But I can't wake up
Maybe if I lay down
Close my eyes
And think of my life
I'll wake up
And everything will be okay
But everytime I open my eyes
The same old life stares back
With angry eyes
And a broken heart
This is my life
This is my nightmare
That I will never wake from
I wake up
There's this feeling
It roils and broils
And sets me on edge
I'm twitchy
And can't stop clenching my fists
I'm angry
And I want to leave
But I can't
I'm frozen
Watching him
Walking away with her
So much for friends
Take a deep breath
Let it out
Turn away
It's okay
Jealousy is in control now
I remember...
Long and lonely nights
I remember...
Sleeping alone
I remember...
Crying
Lots of crying
And being cold
So cold
My body and mind
Vicious words
Directed at myself
But coming out towards others
I remember...
People giving me strange looks
Like they couldn't believe
I'm still here
I remember...
Turning my back
On the lingering gazes
I remember...
Walking
Just walking
To nowhere
I remember...
Laying in the snow
As it falls around me
I winter wonderland
Cold and numbing
Numbing my frantic heart
My endless thoughts
Frozen
In this place
I remember...
Your arms
Around my waist
Gazing adoringly
I reme
We had another fight
I left
You try to bring me back
I shrug you off
And walk the other way
I vow I won't come back again
I keep that vow
For three years
But I can't handle it anymore
I dial the number
Press send
Ring.
Ring.
Ring.
Each ring so final
Hello?
I am left speechless
But I recover
I tell you I'm sorry
Same old story
I never hated you
Same old words
I'm coming home
Same old me
Same old you
Nothing has changed
Except
There's no more me
And there's no more you
I wish I could by OneLoveOneMoment6790, literature
Literature
I wish I could
I wish I could give in
I wish I could take you back
I wish it didn't have to be this way
But it has to be
You'll only keep playing
And I've grown tired of this endless game
I'll never forget
But it's too hard to remember
The sad look as I say goodbye
The tears that want to spill over
The disbelief as I say have a good life
No sarcasm
Have a good life
I just wont be a part of it
I won't watch you destroy someone else
The way you destroyed me
Hopelessly In Love by OneLoveOneMoment6790, literature
Literature
Hopelessly In Love
You say you want them all
You tell a few you love them
You make them fall
Hard over you
But none was true
Of what you said
Because none were chosen
A girl no one knew
A choice between two
The better girl wins
Obviously she won
You left me cold
So what am I to do
But go on with my life
But darling its not that easy
It's caused much strife
Not to sound cheesy
But I'm sad to say
There isn't a day
That goes by, That I don't think of you
Congratulations, I hate you by OneLoveOneMoment6790, literature
Literature
Congratulations, I hate you
Make me scream
Make me yell
Say these things
A walk through hell
Make me cry
Make me high
Call me names
Apologize again
This is different
You made me hurt
Kill me
Kill myself
Never
What you say
What you do
Congratulations, I Hate You
I loved him
Before I met you
It got easier
For awhile
But my feelings
Never
Truly went away
I wish I could tell you
Assure you
That there is nothing
But I can't
If he said jump
I'd still say how high
I love you
But I loved him first
I wish it could be as simple
As turning a light switch
On and off
But it's not
As I lie down to sleep
I close my eyes
Don't try to wake me
In the morning
I will be gone
I want you to know
I wish he would have chosen me
But I wish I could have stayed with you
I dream of running
From who
I don't know
I dream of hiding
And always looking back
Everything seems so far away
I dream of lonely places
And empty cities
Wandering aimlessly
Through deserted streets
Searching for someone
Anyone?
No one is here
Everyone left me
I'm wandering
Alone
I'm in a nightmare
But I can't wake up
Maybe if I lay down
Close my eyes
And think of my life
I'll wake up
And everything will be okay
But everytime I open my eyes
The same old life stares back
With angry eyes
And a broken heart
This is my life
This is my nightmare
That I will never wake from
I wake up
There's this feeling
It roils and broils
And sets me on edge
I'm twitchy
And can't stop clenching my fists
I'm angry
And I want to leave
But I can't
I'm frozen
Watching him
Walking away with her
So much for friends
Take a deep breath
Let it out
Turn away
It's okay
Jealousy is in control now
I remember...
Long and lonely nights
I remember...
Sleeping alone
I remember...
Crying
Lots of crying
And being cold
So cold
My body and mind
Vicious words
Directed at myself
But coming out towards others
I remember...
People giving me strange looks
Like they couldn't believe
I'm still here
I remember...
Turning my back
On the lingering gazes
I remember...
Walking
Just walking
To nowhere
I remember...
Laying in the snow
As it falls around me
I winter wonderland
Cold and numbing
Numbing my frantic heart
My endless thoughts
Frozen
In this place
I remember...
Your arms
Around my waist
Gazing adoringly
I reme
We had another fight
I left
You try to bring me back
I shrug you off
And walk the other way
I vow I won't come back again
I keep that vow
For three years
But I can't handle it anymore
I dial the number
Press send
Ring.
Ring.
Ring.
Each ring so final
Hello?
I am left speechless
But I recover
I tell you I'm sorry
Same old story
I never hated you
Same old words
I'm coming home
Same old me
Same old you
Nothing has changed
Except
There's no more me
And there's no more you
I wish I could by OneLoveOneMoment6790, literature
Literature
I wish I could
I wish I could give in
I wish I could take you back
I wish it didn't have to be this way
But it has to be
You'll only keep playing
And I've grown tired of this endless game
I'll never forget
But it's too hard to remember
The sad look as I say goodbye
The tears that want to spill over
The disbelief as I say have a good life
No sarcasm
Have a good life
I just wont be a part of it
I won't watch you destroy someone else
The way you destroyed me
Hopelessly In Love by OneLoveOneMoment6790, literature
Literature
Hopelessly In Love
You say you want them all
You tell a few you love them
You make them fall
Hard over you
But none was true
Of what you said
Because none were chosen
A girl no one knew
A choice between two
The better girl wins
Obviously she won
You left me cold
So what am I to do
But go on with my life
But darling its not that easy
It's caused much strife
Not to sound cheesy
But I'm sad to say
There isn't a day
That goes by, That I don't think of you
Congratulations, I hate you by OneLoveOneMoment6790, literature
Literature
Congratulations, I hate you
Make me scream
Make me yell
Say these things
A walk through hell
Make me cry
Make me high
Call me names
Apologize again
This is different
You made me hurt
Kill me
Kill myself
Never
What you say
What you do
Congratulations, I Hate You
My heart is pounding in my breast,
Breathing is harsh within my chest.
I'm running without looking back,
I know he's there, the man in black.
Feeding on my terror and panic,
In horrible thoughts, behavior manic.
He keeps me just out of reach of his claws,
I continue along, not daring to pause.
He's always there, and all he wants is me,
And he laughs at my fear as he watches me flee.
Knowing that soon I'll be his to terrorize,
Enjoying the way tears fall from my eyes.
I'm in pain from so much running yet I can't stop,
Or my body he'd cut open and my eyes he'd pop.
I've never been so mortified and hopeless,
Yet I continue to run,
Born into the world ready for life,
so curious and care free.
Never told of the awaiting pains and strife.
Yet I'll rise to the challenge, this you shall see.
In youth I explored, ventured, and played.
But was never aware of events to come.
Oblivious to the demons needed to be slayed,
and the treasures to own, both many and some.
When adolescence took hold,
I saw much more then I thought I would.
I started to understand I would one day be old,
and wondered how I'd go on, if I even could.
Then as the trees blossomed around me,
so did I.
I met a true gem and soon melded and became we.
Soon after I heard new little voices for the first time c
Born of shadows and cloaked in night,
raised by a most ridged code.
Unheard, unfelt, and concealed from sight,
tis ill my visits doth bode.
Silence is my only trait,
and death my only gift.
So if my skill you underestimate,
from your shoulders, your head I'll lift.
With my tools I have what I need,
to carry out any task.
For this is my sole creed,
as my breath chills outside my mask.
Would you like your demise to come from a far?
So as to grant you a final peace.
If so I picked out a perfect star,
to throw and make your life cease.
Perhaps you wish to meet face to face,
an preserve what honor you have bound.
It won't matter
Liar, Liar, Pants on Fire by ElephantsElephants, literature
Literature
Liar, Liar, Pants on Fire
You told me
You would stop,
That you would
Never do it again
You told me
You would be the perfect gentlemen,
And that I wouldn't
Have to cower at the sight of your fist anymore
You told me
That you know what you're doing,
That you can now
Take control of yourself
You told me
That you felt bad,
And you, with the deepest sincerity,
Were sorry
You told me
Lots of things.
But.
You.
Lied.
Let me hold your hand
and never let go
Let me kiss your lips
and feel your breath on my neck
Let me embrace you
and forever feel your warmth
Let me love you
and never have to part with you
Ever
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